Here’s a song for you:

Wonderful Life – Alter Bridge


Close your eyes,
And just hear me sing,
One last long goodbye,
One last song before you spread your wings.

There’s so much left to say,
And before this moment slips away

What a wonderful life,
For as long as you’ve been at my side,
And I want you to know,
I loved you so

The cold night calls,
And the tears fall like rain,
It’s so hard letting go,
Of the one thing I’ll never replace

And soon you will be gone,
But these words, they will live on

What a wonderful life,
For as long as you’ve been at my side,
And I want you to know,
I’ll miss you so,
And though our days come to an end,
No, I’ll never love like this again,
What a wonderful life my friend

All that I am,
You let me be,
I will remember you,
For all that you’ve done,
And given to me

Love will remain,
This I can see,
Now and forever more
Because of you,
Now I believe
I believe

What a wonderful life,
For as long as you’ve been at my side,
And I want you to know,
I loved you so

What a wonderful life,
For as long as you’ve been at my side,
And I want you to know,
I’ll miss you so,
And though our days come to an end,
No, I’ll never love like this again,
What a wonderful life
A wonderful life
What a wonderful life
What a wonderful life

And with one last embrace
As the tears fall like rain you’re gone
And with one last goodbye,
As you fade out tonight, you’re gone.

Although that song is about lovers, I can still apply it to a friendship. I love my friends. They should all know that. This song is about how I felt previously, but how I will NEVER feel again. I’m tired of his passive-aggressive approach and how he blames me and my behavior for why he and his “friends” block me (he blocked me again, as of today, thanks to some comments I made on a FRIEND’S Facebook status, and went on to claim I burned my bridge by ‘berating’ his friend). Let me set something straight, and let me set it straight as of RIGHT NOW. I did not berate him. He has been consistently harassing others just because they were on a wireless carrier that didn’t have 3G up until today. This person, whom I did not berate, just stated facts, has consistently and CONSTANTLY berated me about that and many other things up until him, and 3 others finally decided to block/disconnect from me. Then, they blame MY behavior and attitude on everything THEY did? I don’t think so.

Until these people wise up mentally, and emotionally, they will be nothing but harassing, cruel, HATEFUL individuals. I was there to support this ‘former friend’ for his BIRTHDAY this past year. I was there for him, and the others. Always had been, and for naught. So, I’m not going to sit by the wayside by this person’s immaturity. BY ANY OF THEIRS, as a matter of fact.

By way of initials, I am calling you out, Mr. D.S. Why don’t you go derp somewhere else? You must be more unstable than a game of Jenga being played with sticks made of nitrogen triiodide. My opinion on how someone else is behaving and you go as far blaming me again when I am CONDEMNING SOMEONE ELSE’S BEHAVIOR. You, sir, have stepped out of line.

In your emails to me, you had apologized for how you acted. Yet, here you go again, doing the SAME THING. I am glad that I did not instill any trust into you like I had before. You were not, and are not worth it. Proof has been given, your colors have shown, and your nature has been unveiled. You only befriend someone, particularly me, if I prove to be beneficial in some form. When said person is not, you attempt to humiliate them by infuriating them, such as you have me.

I should have seen the signs. Oh, those signs were there. No doubt about it. You would only contact me when you wanted to find something out. Other than that, I was always the one to initiate conversation. The ONLY times you would attempt to ignite conversation happened to be when you needed something. Always asking me something. I thought nothing of it, but now that I think of it, I come to realize you were more selfish than I had been.